假象

A couple of seasons just passed me by
since you made me feel so real
That feeling I remember
it was as good as it can be

I haven't seen you for a while
I wonder if you are well
What's going on in your mind
I really would like to see

I try to see but it won't do
it's taking time to get near
Something is hard to explain
I wonder can I tell you

We haven't been talking much
it doesn't mean I don't care
Should I just call you to say
I'm falling and I miss you

oooh hoo
Wish I was with you in my dreams 
and I'm praying to be by your side
and suddenly you'll slip away

oooh hoo
Easy as flowing down the stream
Do you know that
Will you understand me
Why is it you make me wait so long

Sometimes do you think of me
as much as I think of you
I'd like to know when you dream
Am I there
Do you miss me

I know you can't share life with me
and I don't know what to do
but if you walk right through my door
you will see that I miss you

In my heart
I want you
to know that
I miss you

  The dirt makes me terribly sick.. Tomorrow i'll wear respirator.

  Finally i found a handsome guy in sisu.. He's behind me. But we can only have 1 common lesson per week...

  今天差点就死了.那样的感觉还真是可怕又绝望..

  昨天昏睡1下午.梦到熟悉的人,做了可怕的事.

  都很无奈.

  楼下的柳树也纷纷扬扬的飘起柳絮来了.好久没下雨了,到处都是扬尘,空气都是昏黄色的.果然是春天.

  昨晚看到1路公交车,10多年了,线路名字还是没有变.

  开始学习画直线.作业是六面立方体.

  Yesterday was really cold. So is today, but much better.

  I went out for supper with some guys. Some of them would have lent me their coats because i felt  so cold almost to die. But i thought i'd better like your hug. What's the next? That was you kept me waiting till today's morning. The excuse was you forgot. I woke up every time when 2 calls came in at 1 n' 3'o clock and a message came in at 6:30. You obviously did not know i did not sleep well all the night. All because i was always waiting for you. Ridiculous. Now i just can say how silly i am.

  There was another terrible thing. I "ate" some girl lastnight. Sorry for her n' also myself. The curve of her neck n' shoulder was so fascinating n' charming. It's so attractive for me.. I won't step into the wrong way again...I promise though i know promise is a bullshit.